cute medicine

[deadlightsgirl]

 I just had a mini-breakdown for the reasons mentioned in my last post plus being up since 4 AM (Gracie was in the other room for the worst of it), and what is taking effect to help it way faster than the ativan I just took was the adorable little girl seeing my tears and running over to say "whassamatta, Mama?  Don't be sad!", and hugging me and patting my face and taking my kleenex to wipe my eyes.  Holy god she is a ray of sunshine, I thank Everything for her every second of every day.

I explained, btw, that sometimes mamas get tired or sad and they need their little girls to take care of them some, and that hugs and kisses always help lots, and that she is a very nice person.