so...tired...
Apr. 10th, 2010 10:51 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
deadlightsgirl Couldn't get to sleep til close to 12 then unexpectedly woke up at 2 with the urge to vomit (didn't) for no apparent reason, and then kiddo was up and partying at 4. When it's a school day or even a Sunday, I don't really argue with her, I just figure we can both nap later. Saturdays, however, I have to teach yoga and tried unsuccessfully to get her to go back to sleep so I could not be completely unconscious for my class. Oh well. I have resigned myself to being tired, and after class there will be Starbucks. Got a little harried for the first time in a while, I haven't been feeling well due to the weather and the MS, Gracie wasn't being big with the listening, and all these things combined with no sleep make Mama an unhappy camper. I hate even thinking to myself that I can't handle it (because I can - what choice do I have), because I hate to lose it in front of her and I hate sounding whiny even to myself because I hate what/who it reminds me of, but after the fourth time she ignored my requests to stay inside and I had to physically bring her back in, got to admit, it got away from me a little - luckily she stayed in her room long enough for me to go whimper in mine. I'm a bit better now, the ativan has kicked in and I ate a homemade chocolate cookie someone's mom baked me. She is playing in the backyard and I am watching her through the window.
A good bit of news is that I bumped into the neighbour guy who has always mowed my lawn, and he had been planning to do it this season too, just hadn't seen me. I pay him, he does it, I don't have to worry about it. Many thanks to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
unclebendragon and family for their attempts and willingness to have made them - now you needn't shlepp.
More good news - though a bit stiff, I found myself not at all broken from kickboxing, though I did modify a lot and felt somewhat wussy. I've signed up for two trial classes in kickboxing at the local Tiger Schulmann's to see what it's like from the martial arts standpoint. I'll keep going to Club KO for the awesome teaching and/or company ofladyjoust (even when she doesn't bring me yummy potato salad...though she is of course encouraged to do so any old time the spirit moves her), I figure there's no such thing as too much exercise as long as I don't break myself, which I'm not doing.
Want to ride horsie! Miss horsie! Buffy want beer!
A good bit of news is that I bumped into the neighbour guy who has always mowed my lawn, and he had been planning to do it this season too, just hadn't seen me. I pay him, he does it, I don't have to worry about it. Many thanks to
unclebendragon and family for their attempts and willingness to have made them - now you needn't shlepp.More good news - though a bit stiff, I found myself not at all broken from kickboxing, though I did modify a lot and felt somewhat wussy. I've signed up for two trial classes in kickboxing at the local Tiger Schulmann's to see what it's like from the martial arts standpoint. I'll keep going to Club KO for the awesome teaching and/or company of
ladyjoust (even when she doesn't bring me yummy potato salad...though she is of course encouraged to do so any old time the spirit moves her), I figure there's no such thing as too much exercise as long as I don't break myself, which I'm not doing. Want to ride horsie! Miss horsie! Buffy want beer!
